When most people go through the pain of a long-term relationship falling apart, they turn to their friends and family for support. If you’re Lindsay Lohan, you turn to Us Weekly.

The recently dumped Lohan spoke to the mag about her split longtime girlfriend Samantha Ronson and the “humiliating” circumstances surrounding this weekend’s confrontation with Ronson’s family and friends.

According to Us, Lohan spoke with them through several “lengthy” phone calls and emails where the starlet was reportedly “agitated, crying and baffled” by what had happened.

"It's absolute hell," Lohan told Us. "Everyone's turned on me. I'm a f--king 22-year-old girl who's in love. I felt like I was in Mean Girls, but worse: Mean Girls was a movie. I'm not a bad person and this is what happens. I was raised to treat people well, and I'm so tired of this drama."

Lohan also related some details about what happened on Friday night when she was denied access to a party at the Chateau Marmont celebrating Ronson’s sister Charlotte’s fashion launch. According to Lohan, Nicole Ritchie walked by her and said, “Uck,” while actress Drea De Matteo dared her to, “Come at me, bitch.”

While feeling pretty crummy, Lohan denies reports that she may be suicidal saying, "I'm just really hurt! The whole situation is sick."

Meanwhile, Samantha Ronson has denied reports that she is seeking a restraining order against Lohan. While police in Beverly Hills have confirmed that members of her family had inquired about filing one, Ronson’s attorney told People magazine, "Samantha has no plan to request a restraining order. There is no basis for one."

A source close to Ronson tells People, “Sam and Lindsay are broken up, but Sam does not feel she's in any danger whatsoever. She thinks the whole thing is absurd.”

Still, despite all the drama and tears and Tweets, another source told People that Ronson and Lohan “are totally communicating.”

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